|wny|

so how ?

2012-02-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

just a week left before i turn 23 . and i still have no idea what i'm gonna do with my life . pfft .

deep down inside

2012-02-09T01:02:00.001+08:00

I can lie to everyone else but I definitely failed to lie to myself . this burden is just too heavy for me at this moment . hmphhh .

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soon enough

2012-02-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

the hair . i want !

bicara si hati

2012-02-01T15:14:00.001+08:00

kalau nak bicara soal hati , aku lah si bodoh yang asyik jatuh berkali-kali . walaupun lutut dah penuh calar , tapi masih tak putus asa . walaupun hati dah berparut sini sana , tapi masih tak serik-serik . kadang kala aku fikir , sejak bila hati batu ini bertukar lembut selembut tisu . senang sangat memberi hati aku kepada yang tak layak memiliki . berkali-kali sudah hati kecil ini disakiti . tapi aku manusia yang tak pernah serik dari berulang kali melakukan kesilapan bodoh . sumpah aku mahukan hati batu yang dulu . yang jarang sekali tersentuh dek hal kecil . yang jarang sekali menangis disebabkan perkara bodoh . hati , tolong keras macam dulu . tolong .

tutup mata

2012-01-20T11:29:00.001+08:00

mungkin sudah tiba masa untuk aku ucap selamat tinggal kepada dunia kejam ini .

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blergh

2012-01-13T09:10:00.001+08:00

taktau lah apa masalah internet dekat rumah ni . tak boleh nak load facebook, twitter & youtube . hoi tu yg paling penting duduk rumah tau tak . dah lah kena barred . mmg tak dpt nak berkepochi dgn syg2 ku sekalian . hukhuk . malasnya nak call org tm ni . >.<

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dream come true

2012-01-13T01:43:00.001+08:00

i still cannot believe this . less than 24hours to go . i'm super excited like crazyyyy . wooohoooo .

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my little family of sarcholah . :)

2012-01-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Venue : Mutiara Village Steamboat
Date : 6th Jan 2012
Time : 8.30 p.m. till midnight
Occasion : fun time with my Sarcholah family . :)

random friday

2012-01-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

Bold what applies:

I’m a Girl / Boy.

I am a morning person.

I am a perfectionist.

I am an only child.

I am Catholic.

I am currently in my PJs.

I am currently pregnant.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart.

I am left handed.

I am married.

I am addicted to MySpace. Twitter. Tumblr. Facebook.

I’m shy around the opposite sex.

I bite my nails.

I currently regret something I have done.

When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.

I enjoy country music.

I enjoy jazz music.

I have a car.

I have a cell phone.

I have a pet.

I have at least one brother or sister.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have had a broken bone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have had surgery.

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week.

I have had the cops called on me.

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.

I have kissed someone of the same gender.

I have mood swings.

I have rejected someone before.

I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

I have watched Sex and the City.

I like Shakespeare.

I love to cook.

I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to shop.

I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.

I own over 100 DVDs.

I own and use a library card.

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.

I think Britney Spears is pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.

I work at a job that I enjoy.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired.

I am currently waiting for someone.

I lost contact with someone.

I hate Miley Cyrus.

I think Party In The USA is catchy.

I’d date Harry Potter.

I am American. (remember America is a continent not a country)

I can name all the past presidents of the United States.

I know who was president before George Bush.

I love pickles.

I need the internet to live.

I prefer vanilla over chocolate.

I watched Star Trek.

I watched all six movies of Star Wars.

I own an Xbox.

I think music is life.

Music you like:

One Direction. Drake. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. The Fray. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything.Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. Maroon 5. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Billy Joel. Billy Idol. Matt Wertz. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Eagles. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. The Cab. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. The Rolling Stones. A Rocket to the Moon. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Katy Perry. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Kid Cudi. Allstar Weekend. Down With Webster. LMFAO. Five Iron Frenzy. Tally Hall. Florence and The Machine. Gym Class Heroes. Justin Bieber. Travie McCoy. Mcfly. Never shout never. Vampire Weekend. Neverstore. All time low. David Archuleta. Kerli. Pierce The Veil.

Movies -BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN-

Glory Road. Pride and Prejudice. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Seven. Ocean’s Eleven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood: Men In Tights. Love Actually. Donnie Darko. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Garden State. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Wedding Crashers. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Rocky. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. The Silence of the Lambs. Say Anything. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Fockers. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. District 9. Lord of the Rings.Click. Scarface. The Notebook. Twilight. New Moon. Eclipse. Breaking Dawn. The Breakfast Club. Sixteen Candles.

TV -BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES-

Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. ER. South Park. America’s Next Top Model.Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory.Seinfeld. Fraiser. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Spongebob. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. Rosanne. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. General Hospital. CSI. How I met your mother. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Supernatural. Moonlight. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Pranked. Beverly Hills; 90210. 90210. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Whose Line is it Anyway? Dragon Ball Z.Futurama. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach. Firefly. Vampire Diaries. Doctor Who. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Beavis and Butt-head. Cowboy BeBop. Ghost Whisperer. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Desperate Housewives. Lie to me. Misfits. Criminal Minds.

take charge

2011-12-24T03:46:00.000+08:00

i've been lowering my ego way too much for a guy before this . and i'm not gonna do the same with this one . wahai winna si perempuan kalis peluru , you're in charge as from now on !

cigarrete smoking

2011-12-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

being an architecture student, my everyday life is surrounded by my smoker classmates . for them that's the only way to waive the stress away . and being a weird i am , i am somehow attracted to guys who smoke . but lately , being around smokers started to suffocate me . i can no longer handle the smell the smoke for too long .
when i asked one of my close friend , why don't he just quit smoking? his reason was it was hard once you start . and for him , everytime he smokes, it makes him worry less about all his problems . but it concerns me more cause as i mention earlier , we , a bunch of architecture students with hectic lifestyle , sleepless nights and mountains of stress , to add on smoking ? a perfect way to die young . =.='
then i read about the campaign of say no to smoking . it's a perfect way to actually educate my friends and myself on the consequences of smoking to ourselves and people surrounding us . furthermore the site gayahidupsihat.my does not only provide informations about the bad side of smoking but at the same time educating us to live a healthy lifestyle.
living with smokers who tried a few times to stop smoking , it's hard to just stop like that . but taking baby steps by cutting down from a box a day to at least half box a day can in the end lead towards a smoke free life . so people , remember , smoking kills . not only you but also the innocent people around you . just shake your head and say TAKNAK everytime you are offered a smoke . :)

say YES to a glass of plain water and NO to smoking !

bertabah !

2011-12-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

this picture kinda explain how i've been living my life for the past few months . >.< another week to go . berjuang !

:)

2011-12-06T19:33:00.001+08:00

sumpah tak berhenti senyum for almost half an hour. :)

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ambulans berbunyi

2011-12-06T08:22:00.001+08:00

i am currently at HTJ's cafe. waiting for 8.30a.m so i can register for my appointment. gila bosan. pffft. i miss my skudai family already. huuuu. okay sebenarnya pagi2 ni i have no idea what to write. blur kot. duduk rumah bahagia gila tidur. heeee. semalam seharian berguling depan tv je. kerja satu apa pun tak terusik. bahaya woo duduk rumah lama-lama.

oh, malam tadi keluar dengan Angah & Along. pergi karaoke. takde kerja. before tu singgah ofis lama kejap. si Afri dah bising2 kata org sombong. heeee. so singgah lah kjp dlm 10min mcm tu. jumpa kak Siti ngan kak Farah sekali. Emi pun ada jugak tgh ot. rajin ni semua ni. haha. anyway it was very short tp fun sbb dah berbulan-bulan x jumpa diorg. :)

gahhh. ada lg 15mins ni. nak buat apaaaa? patut bawak novel tadi. hmphhh. ok lah. nak main game pulak. hopefully battery handphone berperangai baik dan bertahan. <3

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tak faham

2011-11-28T02:20:00.001+08:00

bila ada bergaduh 24jam. bila takde bosan sorang-sorang. -.-'

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helena beat

2011-11-27T22:35:00.001+08:00

OMG ! it's confirmed !!! i am like superrrrr excited gilaaaaa . waaaaa . serious nak pergi . nak pergi . nak pergi . kakak-kakak dan abang yang disayangi , apa kata kalau korang share2 belikan ticket and kira as my birthday present in advance . pleaseeeeeeeee . >.<

creative people

2011-11-26T16:07:00.001+08:00

for a super last minute ideas and works , these two vids are pretty awesome .

won both best cinematography & best video for Multimedia Night Archiweek 2011 . :)

*ini satu hari punya kerja . cuba kalau seminggu , sebulan . sure gempak gila barbs punya . heeee . congrats guys ! :)

waste

2011-11-24T20:51:00.001+08:00

i guess i've reach the point where i am super exhausted with everything that's been going on and i just burst out . even at this moment, the tears just won't stop falling . too many things going on , too many stuff to think about and i just sort of lost it just now . really not in the mood to do anything , not even going out anywhere . at this moment, i just feel like leaving all these behind, head back home and find my serenity . am praying that god will grant me the strength to pass this final hurdle .

"this pressure's like a weight, and i just can't think straight." Sum 41's My Direction

bliss

2011-11-24T15:41:00.001+08:00

started my Wednesday morning with this clip sent by adik. :)

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boyfriend sampai mati

2011-11-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

this is why my baby brother will always be my boyfriend sampai mati. :')

perempuan kalis peluru

2011-11-18T07:55:00.001+08:00

beberapa hari ni lagu nyanyian monoloque ni dah jadi rutin harian. nasihat diri sendiri tanpa sedar. beberapa hari ni jugak tengah berusaha nak jadi perempuan gagah. susah. tapi hati kena tabah, jiwa kena kental. harap-harap misi kali ni berjaya. berjuang!

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you should get a life

2011-11-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

i'm currently in Professional Practice class and i am so mengantuk like gila barbs. went out for tea time with my two sidekicks in the evening. got back around 7p.m. , maghrib and then had a short nap before class. as a result, i became extra mengantuk right now. i guess my body is just too tired. *sigh*

went to the clinic in the afternoon cause i've been having problem with my stomach for almost a week. got lectured by the Dr. because of my eating habit. was told to not be eating oily, spicy food and stop drinking lime for a few days. gila mati lah weyh takde food pedas and masam. =.='

okay dah taktau nak tulis apa. blur gila. nanti lah sambung balik. bye!

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the end has no end

2011-11-13T04:23:00.001+08:00

dah pukul 4.20pg. tp kerja satu haram tak bergerak. sumpah blur gila right now. haishhh. what am doing??? getting myself into trouble once again. when will this ever end? a question that's been repeating for the past few years. the answer is, never. -.-'

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the one that got away

2011-11-13T01:09:00.001+08:00

been listening to that song over and over again. even cried at the end of the video clip. emo terlebih. -.-' entah lah. lately ni hati asyik tak tentu arah. jantung jangan cakap lah. ada time2 kang macam nak berhenti pun ada jugak rasanya. hmphhh... tak tau lah. i know i'm not supposed to feel this way but i just can't help it. rasanya macam dah lama tak rasa macam ni. maybe it's just a false alarm. i mean not a real feeling pun. but why do i feel like my heart is about to explode whenever i think of him. and why there's a wide smile on my face everytime he came to mind. haishhh. parah ni parah. i should distract myself with other stuff. WAJIB!

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6 in the morning

2011-11-11T05:56:00.001+08:00

it's six in the morning and i'm praying that studio will be cancelled. >.<

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cubaan

2011-11-10T08:11:00.001+08:00

this is actually an attempt to post using the bloggerdroid. seems like a good way to blog anytime i feel like doing so. heee

*saja letak gambar si bambam sebab dia super comel. hikhik.

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random awesome

2011-11-03T05:43:00.004+08:00

because we are random and awesome ! :)

Tanjung Balau

2 Nov 2011

heart to heart

2011-11-03T05:33:00.000+08:00

hati , jangan nak ngada-ngada sangat time ni boleh tak ?
sakit lah jantung asyik nak pam laju-laju je .
kepala pun pening tau asyik fikir je .
so please behave for the moment will you ?

stuck

2011-10-31T03:31:00.003+08:00

officially stuck with my design progress . *hantuk kepala dekat meja* pengsan lah esok masa studio . haishhhhh .

come back again

2011-10-30T19:25:00.001+08:00

I am seriously not in the mood to do anything at the moment . I am easily annoyed by everything today . everything seems to be out of place . I miss home actually . I miss the feeling of being at my safest place not having to think about anything . I do have fun with the studiomates lately . but I guess it's almost the time of the month and therefore the usual cranky, emotional, bitchy part of me will eventually come out . hopefully it won't affect our Desa Rhu trip this Tuesday . Tuesday , please come fast will ya ? better yet , just skip the Monday . arghhh . thinking about tomorrow pun dah make me hilang mood already . I seriously have no idea what to show tomorrow . nak skip studio can ? *NOOOO...* says the voice in my head . nak mampus ponteng studio suka-suka . die , you know , die. tak suka lah feeling-feeling macam ni . *hantuk kepala dekat meja* haishhh ... dah lah , nak main game satu round . hopefully my mood will come back after that . *hopefullyyyy*

hari-hari

2011-10-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

hari-hari duduk studio sampai pagi .
hari-hari connection internet pantas bergaya .
hari-hari bukak tab blogger .
hari-hari pandang je homepage blogger .
hari-hari beriya-iya nak update benda baru .
tapi hari-hari asik postpone ke esok hari .
-.-'

underneath it all

2011-10-12T23:35:00.001+08:00

perempuan psiko buat topical study tapi kepala asik fikir pasal benda lain . tangan menaip literature review , mata menangis sebab sesuatu .

no brains

2011-10-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

sepatutnya di waktu ini saya sedang berhempas pulas menyiapkan bab 2 untuk Topical Study . but i just can't think straight at the moment . so many things going around in my head and it's not good because it's affecting my study . listening to screamo songs doesn't help either . i need my painkillers . T_T i miss home . miss my parents and my crazy siblings . hari Jumaat, apa kata kalau datang cepat sikit ?

i found out something earlier . something that totally ruined my mood . tak tau lah nak sedih ke , nak nangis ke , nak awkward ke . i don't know . it's like a bunch of mixed up feelings inside me yang wanna go out tapi tak boleh nak keluar because i don't know why . i guess i'm at the edge of breaking down . again .

kerja ? jangan cakap lah . one after another . but then again , i feel lost . i know i have a lot to do . but whenever i feel like doing it , i ended up staring at the screen blankly . not good . not good . okay dah i cannot think of what to write anymore . my heart just stopped for a moment .

*hantuk kepala dekat meja*

soon

2011-10-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

i've got so many things to tell. but i'm just too occupied with other stuffs. i miss writing. maybe i will start to write again as soon as i settle down with all these workloads.

*missing family & home so much. :')

forget me not

2011-09-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

last Sunday night i got a text from Afri, tanya nak dia tolong punch card kan tak esok.then on Monday morning got a text from UG pulak. saying that Afri tgh nak beli breakfast so nak kirim apa2 tak. T_T.kejam ni semua orang is making me miss office so much.

it's the effort that counts

2011-09-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

girlfriend adik suka skittles warna purple.so adik bought 10packets of skittles, open them all,pick out the purple ones, put them all in one packet and sealed it back . it's just a simple thing but his effort to do it is the one that counts...

drama queen

2011-08-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

last night was a pretty dramatic night. we decided to just stay as friends. it was for our own good jugak. it was sad but what to do. thank god i have that someone to share my problem with. terima kasih encik manis yg mententeramkan saya malam tadi. =')

B

2011-08-25T20:19:00.001+08:00

it's almost the time of the month and i'm being a grumpy bitch as usual . kesian dia jadi mangsa bulan ni . >.<

best Ramadhan ever

2011-08-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

it's the 24th day of Ramadhan and so far , it's the best Ramadhan ever . =) i managed to berbuka at home with the families , at both my grandmas' house , with my lovely darlings of Sarcholah , with the officemates and today with my two darlings, Mye & Munie .
and Alhamdulillah for another good news about my life . those who knows it , thank you for supporting me . =) hopefully this one will last for the rest of my life . amin ~
and to you , thank you for everything . for all the happiness you've brought into my life . ♥

i need a doctor

2011-07-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

had my i-think-i'm-going-to-die monthly pain this morning . was thinking on taking leave from work tapi kerja bertimbun-timbun . nak tak nak kena lah jugak pergi . bad decision though . i was feeling nausea the whole day . siap muntah dua tiga kali lagi kat toilet . *sigh* dah lah tak makan apa-apa . lepas tu rasa pahit ubat je . bongok punya antibiotic . nasib baik today is the last packet . due to that , i couldnt focus much on work . tengok monitor je berpinar-pinar . haishhh . balik pun tepat-tepat after 5.30p.m. planning asal nak OT tapi dah macam ni keadaannya memang tak dapat lah kan . =( hopefully malam ni dapat siapkan report and then sambung buat kerja sikit . *pengsan*

no more ugly looking bump on my wrist !

2011-07-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

tiba-tiba macam tergerak hati nak update blog hari ni . kesian dia . janji nak tulis macam-macam tapi tak tulis . ngeeee . anyway , life was hectic these past few weeks . works , training report , surgery , all happening at the same time . i think the most craziest day i had is on the 19th last week . i was schedule to have my minor surgery at 2p.m. so i already took half day leave from work . so pagi tu dah ke hulu ke hilir nak settle kan loaded drawings untuk abang Shahril check . elok je dekat-dekat pukul satu nak keluar , i got a phone call from an anonymous number . turned out one of my senior buat practical dekat sederet dengan ANS . and she told me that lecturer dah ada dekat situ nak assess both of us . *pengsan* sumpah macam bertambah-tambah kelam kabut time tu . >.< nasib baik it didn't take long for the assessment . lecturer just tanya kerja apa yang dah buat and if there is any problem what so ever . alhamdulillah , so far i'm loving it working at ANS . =) then after i'm done with the assessment , terus gerak to HTJ . reached there around 2.30p.m. and waited for two hours before i was my turn . mula-mula macam tak berapa nak cuak sebenarnya . tapi the moment i laid down on the operation table , terus macam dup dap dup dap . haha . anyway , the doctors and nurses semuanya baik . =) and turn out , the doctor who's operating me was the one i met during my appointment before . so macam dah kenal lah . haha . and i was actually watching the whole procedure . well , most of it . there's one part masa dia start cut my wrist and masa dia tarik keluar the ganglion i didnt dare to watch . >.< other than that , i was so kepochi wanted to know what's going on . haha . *probably i'm the most kepochi patient they ever had* haha . the whole procedure was done in around half and hour i think .

this is how my hand looked right after the surgery . bandaged and bengkak . haha .

a few days after that i had to limit my hand's movement . the hardest thing to do ? eating with spoon using left hand and taking bath . gila tak feeling tau tak , mandi tak habis satu badan . rasa macam tak complete je . hahaha . oh and eating the antibiotic too . dah lah rasa macam haram , sekali 4 biji sekali makan and 4 kali satu hari . *muntah* anyway , 3 days after that my hand start to bengkak and my finger macam lebam . time tu cuak gila terus pergi klinik . then the doctor said everything's fine , maybe the bandage is too tight and that's why my hand bengkak . and about the lebam pulak , i assume that i must have hit something or maybe i duk letup2 kan jari . *bad habit dies hard* .

this is how it looked a week after that *which is today* lol . three stitches with blue nylon thread .

gonna bukak the benang on first of puasa and insyaAllah a few days after that , my hand will work perfectly fine . =D *and then i can eat all the food that i missed out during the kenduri ! gulai udang , kerabu kacang botol , kerabu kerang ...*drools* cepat lah next week ! haha .

sneak peek

2011-06-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

hoishhh . berzaman-zaman dah tak mengupdate blog . i've so many things to tell tapi sungguh tiada mood untuk menaipnya . ngeee . anyways , i'll be updating on the past few things that's been happening during June . sempena the last day of June ni kan . :D more updates coming after this . :)

Terang 23rd Architectural Workshop

Intership at Arkitek Norman Selamat

Reza Salleh at DFP

*ambik mood nak update sekali tiga*

dream on

2011-06-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

i had a dream last night .
my life was being threatened .
and the i specifically search for him .
asking him to help me .
but in that dream he just take it lightly .
as if he don't even give a damn .
surprisingly , my old old old crush was in that dream too .
and he was the one who help save me from the danger .
he was the one who accompanied me through out the whole thing .
and then i woke up .
the first thing that come to my mind was , is that a sign ?
an obvious one ?
maybe yes , maybe no .
as for now , i'll take it as a yes and i'm keeping a distance .
:')

current addiction

2011-06-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

once upon a time

2011-05-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

everytime i look at you ,
my heart stops beating .
everytime i see your face ,
a smile will spread .
everytime you're around ,
i feel alive .
but ,
that was before .
now ,
everytime i see you ,
there's nothing but
PAIN , JEALOUSY AND ...

*i found this scribbled on my notes masa tgh kemas bilik . i think it was for someone i used to like .

2011-05-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

what i've been doing for the past few days since i got back home . :D

1. masa tengah nak unpacked my stuff from the big box , i perasan there's a lot of papers and i don't actually have a proper place to store them . so , teringat pulak ada box board dari diploma punya dulu . then terus buat my own paper file box . *okay tatau sebenarnya the exact term* :D anyway , it was super easy . but sebab i've a few stuff yg short as in xde the wrapper , and UHU pun tade mula2 , so dia macam agak lama sikit lah nak siap . heee .

2. went back Bangi to see this super adorable handsome little boy , Amsyar Ali . rupa-rupanya gua tertipu . dalam gambar nampak bulat tembam je , tapi bila jumpa macam kecikkkk je rasa . hihi . *okay maybe sebab dah terbiasa dengan Bambam kot , semua budak nampak kecik* :p tapi serious comel sangat . and baik gilaaa . like tak nangis pun lepas tu diam je . hiii . now tinggal Shaqur baby Atym je yang tak jumpa lagi .

well , actually i have lots of things to do sementara nak start practical ni . tapi tu lah , next week dah kena balik Skudai balik for 3 weeks . malasnyaaaaa . :(

i'm gonna wake up with a sore throat

2011-05-14T03:42:00.000+08:00

i had much fun with my babes on my last night here before cuti . *cheh poyo . padahal next week nak datang balik dah for workshop* heee . anyways , we were out for the whole day actually . pagi2 ieka dah kejut . we're supposed to have breakfast meeting at McD but bila dah dekat sana baru found out that it has been cancelled . -_-" alang2 tu terus je lah breakfast kat sana . made a big mistake for drinking coffee with an empty stomach . terus je the whole day perut buat perangai . >.< after breakfast , pergi studio pin down drawings . then lepak2 dekat studio borak2 semua . around 2 , sebab Alin tak makan lagi and we wanted to go yamcha , so we pergi Jusco Bukit Indah for lunch pulak . ate at Black Canyon and then went around jalan-jalan . Alin bought new flats and i bought a new payung . :D it's yellow and i like it .

well the main plan for the night is actually to watch Experience Live at Singgah Selalu . but at 7 p.m. baru we found out that you have to received invitation calls to go there . sebab ingat kan you just register and that's it . what a total bummer . baru excited wanna go watch Reza Salleh & Seven Collar T-Shirt . T_T so oleh kerana plan dah ruined , me , Ieka , Alin & Erna gerak to Segget for dinner . then kitorang plan to watch movie pulak . and i got a misleading info thinking that pirates is already on screen . rupa-rupanya it's next week . double bummer . time tu serious semua macam dah down . sebab plan semua macam tak menjadi . and last choice is to go karaoke . and we went to Suara Ok again . ahah . that place is nice . it's around Danga Bay area .

booked the room for two hours and seriously it was one of the best karaoke session with them . lepas satu lagu and another one and another one . dari Lady Gaga sampai lah ke Muse, Guns & Roses & Nirvana . sumpah masa Nirvana tu we were screaming and head banging then there's this one guy macam berhenti depan pintu tengok kitorang . haha . malu lah siot . but it was ultimate fun . sampai sakit gila tekak jerit-jerit . but then another misfortune hit us . masa nak gerak to go shisha , AJ's car alarm didn't work . well dia memang ada problem lately and we totally forgot about it . so end up tak dapat nak open the car . called AJ and she told us how to matikan the alarm and everything . serious kitorang rasa macam a bunch of car thieves at that time . haha . it was kinda cuak at first but when we managed to matikan the alarm and start the engine , terus je rasa cooooool . haha . cacat . :B

then drove off to Aliff in Taman U to shisha . our first time there but we don't really like it . dia macam kinda heavy and semua dah lah tengah weng . so just lepak kejap je sebab semuanya nak balik this morning tapi sorang pun tak habis packing barang lagi . ngeeee . though it was a short session and one bummer after another , but it was surely fun to finish our semester . :) i'm gonna miss you guys for the next four months . *okay poyo lagi* . i love you darlings . :)

what's in your handbag ?

2011-05-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

Erna's ;

1. pens

2. notes

3. more notes

4. purse

5. Silky Girl powder

6. UHU

7. Sony Ericsson phone

8. hair clip

9. pen drive

10. lip balm

11. eraser

12. pencil lead

13. matric card *under the notes*

mine ;

1. spec's casing

2. purse

3. vitamins

4. pendrive

5. Nivea lip balm

6. Organica Lip Butter

7. room key

8. Avon eyeliner

9. Enchanteur perfume

10. matric card

11. antibiotics

12. Silky Girl mascara

13. ball pen

14. mp3 player

15. pills

16. bus ticket

17. another ball pen

Ieka's ;

1. wallet

2. some notes

3. coin purse

4. Johnson & Johnson's powder

5. mp3 player

6. car key

7. Nokia phone

8. tissue

9. shades

10. pendrive

11. Hack's

12. post-it

13. Avon eyeliner

14. earrings

15. sanitizer

16. more tissue

17. artline

18. pin casing

19. another Avon eyeliner

20. ball pens

21. toilet sear cover

22. mirror

23. room key

24. lens cloth

Alin's ;

1. room key

2. compact powder

3. blusher

4. tissue

5. Ricola gum

6. purse

7. more tissue

8. matric card

9. UHU

10. mirror

11. fan

12. shopping bag

13. eye drop

were waiting for our food at Monsta Cafe . at first it was Ieka putting out all her stuff inside her handbag cause she was looking for her phone cover . then we decided to take a peek at everyone's little treasure inside our handbags . :D

*notice that i have the same mp3 player with Ieka and how we both don't have the earphone . cacat .

jiwa kental

2011-05-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

just less than 10 rounds of kuchipang with Ieka & D , and we ended up with this . *ni semua hasil kerja dilsyadry hanri . -_-"

ieka's hand .

mine .

*you have to be really tough & heartless to actually play this game . especially with D . >.<

kenapa manusia2 macam ni masih wujud ?

2011-05-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

hari ni emo lagi pasal kucing . :( petang tadi pergi Meranti nak print kerja . lepas lintas jalan , perasan ada seekor kucing ni duk menghadap longkang . my instict macam dah kata kot2 anak dia jatuh ke . sekali bila pergi dekat-dekat rupa-rupanya memang betul anak dia jatuh longkang . yang mak dia ni pulak dok mengiau2 macam mintak tolong . longkang tu pun boleh tahan dalam lah jugak . so i thought nak pergi mintak mamat kedai printing tu tolong . sekali pergi-pergi kedai dah tutup . so patah lah balik . by the time i wanted to try to keluarkan the kitten , dia dah pergi jalan masuk bawah drain cover . satu hal lah pulakkk . then try lah panggil-panggil dia nak suruh dia keluar . mak dia pun duk panggil2 tapi dia macam blur je .

nak dijadikan cerita , ada lah sorg mamat ni lalu naik basikal . so i asked for his help . sebab macam kesian lah anak kucing tu . dah lah longkang tu berair . lepas tu dia dengan relaks je boleh cakap , ' ala biar lah . pandai-pandai lah mak dia keluarkan dia .' then dia terus blah . seriously ? ikutkan hati nak je kakikan muka dia time tu . gila heartless lah siot . kalau mak dia tak dpt figure out nak keluarkan anak dia sampai berjam2 macam mana ? biar je lah dia mati dalam longkang tu ? mcm tu ? sumpah geram gilaaaaa .

and then i just sit there trying to call that kitten out sampai lah one time when dia dapat panjat this small edge inside the longkang . tapi time tu dia still bawah drain cover tu lagi . and the mum terus pergi dekat edge tu and gigit dia bawak naik . although i didn't really help much , tapi macam lega gila bila dia dah keluar dari longkang tu . lepas tu terus je alihkan dia dekat seberang longkang . in case dia nak cross the longkang and jatuh lagi .

i'm sorry mummy cat for not able to get your baby out of the longkang sooner . and for you mamat takde perasaan nak tolong , if u ever jatuh longkang with your stupid bicycle after this , i'll just watch and say , pandai-pandai lah kau nak bangun sendiri !

my precedent study :)

2011-05-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

pertama kali makan nasi beriani dekat kedai is when i was maybe 19 / 20 . itu pun i don't find it tasty . because i've grown up eating only nasi beriani that is cooked by mum . and two years after that first time , everytime i ate nasi beriani dekat kedai , i always compared them to mum's . my mama , she cooks the best nasi beriani ever . *sampai adik suruh mak pergi audition masterchef masak nasi beriani* haha . and last week when i was home , Ma tanya what i wanna have for lunch . when she said nasi beriani , i straightaway angguk . it's been awhile since i last ate nasi beriani yang Ma masak . and it was heaven . eventhough just ada dua lauk je which is ayam masak merah & acar timun , tp itu pun dah cukup to make me eat three times on that day . :B

itu baru cerita nasi beriani , belum lagi daging salai masak lemak cili api . oh serious HEAVEN ! even my Chinese friends yang baru sekali je rasa pun keep on asking me to bring back for them everytime i balik Seremban . tell you the truth , sampai esok pun takkan habis kalau cerita pasal mak punya masakan . kadang-kadang tu bila dekat Skudai makan tak sedap terus je teringat dekat mak . then balik rumah ngada-ngada request semua dekat dia . heee . and maybe sebab sem ni dah jarang balik , ma will usually ikutkan aje my request semua . heee .

kalau orang suruh i describe my mum with three things , i'll just say she nags , she cooks the best thing in the world & she's awesome . :) i think i've had two posts telling how awesome mum is . walaupun kadang-kadang mak suka bebel2 , tapi lama-lama i learn to deal with it . and lama-lama she's becoming my BFF . the one i tell every single thing too . the first person to know if i ever have someone that i like , the first person i'll refer to for advise and the one that i'll tell my stories to .

i know people are saying about this Mother's day stuff and all . well , everyday is mother's day . but when you have at least one date to properly saying it to your mama , isn't that good . i admit , i didn't call my mum every single day . but i will always make time to call her at least once a week . and also on big occasion . like exams and submission . because she'll say words that will calm me down , shooing my nervousness away . and i promise her that i will take good care of her for the rest of my life , her life . because my mum , she's the one and only , the greatest i can ever ask for .

happy Mother's day Ma . i love you to death . :')

*oh yeah , my mama , dia perempuan gagah . semua orang panggil dia super woman . especially bila kenduri / masak2 . heee .

you should learn some manners , pakcik !

2011-05-07T08:16:00.001+08:00

just got back from an overnight outing with my babes , Ieka , Alyn & Erna . before balik UTM teragak nak breakfast dulu sebab perut dah berbunyi-bunyi . so pergi lah dekat Pasar Taman U . niatnya nak makan nasik lemak ayam , tapi ayam tak goreng lagi . so end up beli nasik lemak sambal sotong & telur burung puyuh . tengah-tengah makan , ada lah dua tiga ekor si comel mintak food . check-check handbag , tengok2 takde stock food diorang & terlupa nak ambik before keluar . last-last kutip lah ikan bilis yang beberapa ketul dalam pinggan tu bagi dekat diorang. itu pun seekor je yg dapat merasa . lepas tu ada seekor si comot ni comel sangat hyper terlebih dok lompat-lompat main . serious geraaammm . :D

tapi lepas tu i witness something yang totally ruin my mood . there's this one kitten . kecik comel je . ada lah dalam 2 , 3 bulan kot . agaknya dia lapar sangat . dok merayau-rayau carik food . then meja sebelah kitorang ni ada sorang pakcik ni duduk dengan anak lelaki dia . yang si kitten ni mula-mula panjat kerusi , lepas tu dia panjat meja pakcik tu . and in front of my eyes , pakcik tu dengan kasar gila pergi tolak kitten tu sampai jatuh atas lantai . serious kesian gila budak kecik tu . and i was like , tak perlu lah nak tolak macam tu sekali . kalau geli nak pegang ke apa , tak boleh ke tolak pelan-pelan kasi dia turun sendiri dari meja tu . cuba lah kalau anak dia dok panjat-panjat meja lepas tu tolak macam tu ? sumpah pakcik tu memang takde sivik . itu baru kucing , agaknya kalau anjing entah disepak terajangnya . lepas tu boleh buat muka tak bersalah je . geram betul tengok .

and nak dijadikan cerita , dalam 5 minit lepas tu , tiba-tiba pakcik tu dengan anak dia bangun . i was curious lah takkan dah habis makan . lepas tu pandang lah belakang . and guess what ? anak dia nak kencing lepas tu pakcik tu bawak dia pergi tepi pokok and suruh kencing dia situ . adoi pakcik . tak sedar ke itu tempat makan . orang tengah sedap-sedap melantak semua sat lagi p bau aroma kencing anak pakcik tu . memang lah pakcik ni takde sivik . bertambah-tambah lah lagi geram kami dekat pakcik . kalau dah pakcik dok ajaq anak macam tu , apa lah bezanya anak pakcik dok kencing rata-rata dengan kucing-kucing tepi jalan tu . maaf lah kalau macam agak harsh bunyi nya tapi seriously , learn some manners pakcik . and teach your kids some manners tu . kalau dah betul tak tahan sangat nak kencing pun , carik lah tempat tersorok sikit .
bak kata Zarifahmulo ,

thank you Lord

2011-04-29T05:07:00.000+08:00

ya Allah . terima kasih atas nikmat yang Kau berikan ya Allah . terima kasih untuk kehidupan yang dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang disayangi ya Allah . sesungguhnya Kau lah yang maha berkuasa sekali dalam segala-galanya . terima kasih ya Allah . :')

we are who we are

2011-04-24T06:16:00.000+08:00

oh my . i have so many things to tell . been having lots of fun for the past two days . weeee . :) about my submission , well I can say that it went okay . not as I expected but it wasn't that bad either . heee . i still have to do some correction for the portfolio review . which is this Monday . -_-" anywayyy , I'm just gonna write about how my two days was spent with my two darlings , Alyn & Ieka . :D

so I had my submission on Thursday . and earlier that day i already said that i haven't sleep since Tuesday . and i was super sleepy during the presentation . dapat pulak i'm the first to present but still i have to wait until everyone is done . seksa woooo tahan mata . and then it's already around 6++ when everyone is settled . next the whole class including the lecturer headed to KFC in Jusco Taman U for our late lunch and early dinner . it was nice to actually hang out with them right after the submission . had a good laugh and chat with the studio mates . and then Ieka called saying that we're going out later . so right after i reached my hostel , i straightly when to Ieka's room and she's getting ready to go out . later we headed to try this Kacang Phool somewhere in *omg i totally forgot where* haha . anyway , after that we went to Tebrau for a midnight movie . decided to watch Red Riding Hood and it was awesome . despite the fact that i still haven't had any sleep , i managed to watch through the whole movie and actually was pretty excited about it . haha . and yes , Shiloh Fernandez was one of the main reason . haha . but still i like how it was very unpredictable like how we kept on guessing through the whole movie about the identity of the wolf . heee . so enough of the spoilers . :p

our next stop after the movie was Singgah Selalu . lung exercise time ! haha . at first we wanted to try this new place in Setia Tropika but Ieka wasn't very confident about the route so we ended up at Singgah Selalu . i must say it was one of the best nights we had together . shisha Redbull , heart to heart talk , some Arabs dancing around & most importantly Ieka knowing the identity of encik yang sangat hot apabila merokok . haha . i was seriously blushing gila masa she knows about it . hahaha . so we were there until 4 a.m. at first we were thinking on going karaoke but mana pulak nak dpt karaoke center bukak time2 ni dkt jb . and after driving around , we finally settled down in Ayub . ahah . lepak around , had early breakfast while waiting to 6 a.m. sebab we all malas to scan our matrix card if masuk in between 12-6 .

it was almost 6.30 when i finally had my sleep after almost 39 hours of waking up . and i ended up sleeping for 13 hours until Maghrib . and guessed what ? we went out again right after i woke up and had my bath . crazy ? yeah we are . :D

puke

2011-04-21T09:10:00.000+08:00

finally , it's the day ! fuhhh . i just finish with the poster layout and right now i need to do some minor correction and then i'm off for printing . hopefully everything will turn out fine for today . InsyaAllah . :) i will update more once i'm through with the submission & presentation . wish me lots of luck people . :)

this sad story of mine

2011-04-20T09:12:00.000+08:00

put on my make up and perfume and i'm back in front of the laptop . when will this ever end ???

truth is ,

2011-04-20T07:13:00.002+08:00

i like you .

a lot . :)

5.38 in the morning

2011-04-17T05:39:00.000+08:00

omg , i've so many things planned out for this upcoming holiday . i can't really concentrate on work anymore . my mind keeps having all this holiday images . ahah . just two days left before the final submission . hopefully everything will go well so that i can really have fun right after submission . this is seriously killing me . *and all of a sudden lagu Coming Home popped up in my head* haha . 4 minggu lagi wanniey ! bertahan ! insyaAllah everything will be fine . aminnn . :)

*on a different note , i don't why but i actually cried while listening to Nidji's Hapus Aku song . bengong .

he's not mine

2011-04-15T22:17:00.001+08:00

i have loads of works to do but i don't why my mind just cannot stop thinking of that particular person . haishhh . i told Ieka about it (she still don't know who he is) and she asked me to confess to him . gilaaa . but then again she said , if he don't know then how would you know his reaction . i don't know . it just seems like a big step to take at this moment . haishhh . or maybe i should put this on my to do list right before i graduate . ahah . dah lah tadi tidur mimpi dia . siot betul lahhh . dah lah nak buat kerja . emotional conflict , please wait until Tuesday yeah ?

toxic

2011-04-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

muka tak tidur semalaman lepas tu pergi kelas pukul 8.30 pagi . -___-"

muka yang semakin membulat akibat penyumbatan makanan tanpa henti . -___-"

siot jerawat dengan bahagia je buat lawatan kawasan beramai2 .

arghhh . stress .

cepat lah esok , nak balik .

6 Phases of Working

2011-04-06T05:10:00.000+08:00

i was so bored with work and found this while browsing through my e-mail . terus je gelak sorang2 dalam bilik . hahahaha . thanks Ipah for sending this to me once upon a time . :D

6 Phases of Working

Phase 1

You are listening to jazz -- Your first day at work is great.
Your co-workers are wonderful, your office is cute,
you love your boss, and your President is the best!

Phase 2

You are listening to pop music -- After a while you are
so busy that you are not sure if you're coming or going anymore.

Phase 3

You are listening to heavy metal --
This is what happens after about SIX Months!

Phase 4

You are listening to hip hop -- You become bloated due to stress,
you're gaining weight due to lack of exercise because you are so
tired and have so much work to do and when you get home you have more work to do.
You feel sluggish and suffer from constipation.
Your fellow co-workers are too cheerful for your liking and the walls of your cubicle are closing in.

Phase 5

You are listening to GANGSTA RAP --
After more time passes, your eyes start to twitch,
you forget what a 'good hair day' feels like as you
just fall out of bed and load up on caffeine.

Phase 6

You are listening to the voices in your head --
You have locked the office door to keep people out,
You wonder WHY you are even here in the first
place and WHY did I come to work today!

wonderwoman

2011-04-06T02:24:00.001+08:00

perempuan gagah hati kena tabah .

walaupun kena lukis semula pelan yang dah hampir siap , perempuan gagah tak boleh give-up .

perempuan gagah tak boleh menangis .

perempuan gagah jiwa kena kental .

baru lah layak jadi perempuan gagah .

:')

living in disguise

2011-04-04T04:09:00.000+08:00

it's currently 4 a.m. and i'm still wide awake . i was supposed to be doing my works tapi serious i have no mood at all . Blackie is currently rendering since like forever . -_-" and konon2nya nak buat essay for English class . tapi haram . habis buat introduction , i cannot think straight . berapa kali dah tulis tulis tulis lepas tu backspaceeeee . gahhhh .

so instead of doing my works and sleeping , i ended up watching all my favorite malaysian bands live performance on youtube . dari Komplot , Seven Collar T-Shirt , Love Me Butch sampai lah ke Republic of Brickfields & Koffin Kanser . rindu lah siottttt .

lepas tu dah sebab stream dekat youtube dah start tersekat-sekat , i moved on to online shopping pulak . heee . trying to find a black dress for myself . lepas tu jumpa ada 5 yang berkenan . lepas tu dah rambang mata . >.< heeee . so after consultation from Sariy & Alyn , i chose a black maxi dress . heee . *kejap lagi beli lepas tu tak pakai* :P tapi janji i'll wear this oneeee . hehehe .

okay dah takde idea nak tulis apa . hahahaha .

*currently listening to LMB on iTunes with the equalizer set to concert hall mode . baru lah feeling mcm tgh dengar diorg live . hahaha .

anti social ? not anymore . :)

2011-04-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

went for the college's dinner last night . semangat lebih sebab nak dapat quota pengetua sebenarnya . hehe . so we went to DSI at around 8 p.m. anyway , masa nak beli tiket, the rest of the girls dah beli dulu except for me , Alin & Ika . so masa we went to purchase the ticket , diorang punya table dah full so we have to sit at another table . and then , suddenly Ika pulak kena balik KL this week so tinggal lah me & Alin dekat our table .
at first AJ macam ajak duduk dekat diorg punya table sebab time tu macam kosong lagi . but kitorang dua mcm nak tunggu dulu sebab takut nanti the person yg supposedly duduk situ datang . then tengah2 me & Alin bercam-whore dua orang , these two guys came and sit next to me . and then i remembered that masa we filled up the form , there's only 4 girls and the rest were guys . i was like , it's okay lah . lepas tu macam dah lama-lama sikit , one of the guys tegur me & Alin . tanya kitorg course apa semua . lepas tu terus je berborak-borak for the whole time . :D
the dinner was okay . tapi sebab the dine session lambat sangat *almost at 10p.m. baru start makan* my tummy dah masuk angin so i just ate a little only . but i was sure a new experience and a chance for us to meet up with new people . :)

pre-grad dinner & post-dinner yamcha

2011-03-31T03:58:00.002+08:00

we had a pre-grad dinner just now , specially to celebrate the final years that'll be graduating by the end of this semester . at first macam hesitate jugak nak pergi ke tak but then again sebab dah bayar , we just went for it . the whole theme for that night is Legend and each batch ada different legend for the dress code . and for Pyros we have to dress up as the European warrior . but then again sebab it was a last minute decision , i just went as my own self . :p it was fun . the performance by Pyros was hilarious , the Eureka , Vitrovius & Stano's were awesome . :D and later after the whole thing finish , we went for yamcha & gelak-gelak session at the waffle shop in KRP . it was fun to actually spent time with the familiar faces . :) well , i'll let the pictures do the talking then . :) *first time bnyk gila gambar in one post . :p*

the pre-grad dinner

the out-of-theme people . :D *haziq is scary as hell*

us . :)

the joker of the night . -_-'

Ieka . :)

me & Haziq *scary siot muka dia bila tgk balik*

Alin , Pai the Clown & me

Ieka is actually wearing a pants that looks like a skirt . :D

the 'golden' Alin .

leather jacket sponsored by Ieka . :D

Fathin & me . :D

still pendek walaupun dah pakai wedges . -_-'

us , again .

i ♥ this pic . :)

the post-dinner yamcha session

the brown people . :D

Ieka was saying , 'jangan ambik gambar nampak dahi' .

the always so pretty Amelia James . :)

senyum tak ikhlas . heee .

the only picture of me & AJ for that night .

later Jared joined us .

together with D ,

Bear ,

and Oren .

actually wanna show that mark on AJ's forehead . *she baru belajar buat the 'duckface'*

something funny came up & everybody's laughing like crazy .

but even after a minute later , D was still laughing non-stop . mcm nak sesak nafas pun ada . :D

i had so much fun hanging out with them just now . sumpah best sebab dah lama tak lepak macam ni .

it was almost two when we finally sedar diri and headed back to our rooms . nasib baik esok takde kelas landscape . kalau tak memang tak pergi lagi lah jawabnya . heee . anyway i had fun . tak rugi pergi . at least dapat ease the stress a bit . daripada terperap je kat dalam bilik buat kerja . heeee . but now back to working mode already . so see you later alligator . hopefully we'll have fun again at KRP's dinner this Saturday . :)

*and something really made my night . :)

randomly random #2

2011-03-30T04:34:00.003+08:00

hacking into your own laptop because you actually forget the log in password .

*Chuck Bartowski , please marry me . :D

randomly random #1

2011-03-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

sleeping on a total stranger's shoulder in the bus .

*serious mengantuk tak sedar diri . hee .

kaulah segalanya

2011-03-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

a little conversation that went between me & Ma a couple weeks ago .

Ma : adik takkan takde siapa2 yang adik suka ?

Me : yang adik cakap dekat mak haritu tu lah . tapi macam tak jadi je .

Ma : sebab ?

Me : yelah . kan adik kata dia dah ada girlfriend .

Ma : alaa . takpe lah . slow-slow lah . lama-lama nanti dia boring lah dgn girlfriend dia tu .

and i straight away laugh like crazy the moment i heard her . sumpah ayat Ma tak boleh belah gila . ku fikirkan dia nak suruh carik lelaki lain ke apa . rupa2nya berharap yang encik yang sangat hot apabila sedang merokok break dengan gf dia . haha . and that is why she is the best mum you can ever asked for . eventhough sometimes she nagged a lot , but i know that it is all for my own good .

today she turned 55 years old . for the past 22 years , she's been caring for me the best she could . walaupun kadang-kadang saya cepat emo dengan Mak tapi saya sayang Mak saya sangat2 . simply because she is the one that i will turn to whenever i have anything to say . be it about study , guys or friends , i'll tell her everything . she's my one in a million , my segalanya and my one and only . i love you , Ma . happy 55th birthday . :)

wujud lagikah mereka ini ?

2011-03-24T04:35:00.000+08:00

just now i was tweeting with my darling Mye . somehow we were talking about the things we want in a guy . konon-konon macam lelaki idaman lah . and somehow after observing , i kindda perasan that my type of ideal guys semua macam weird and tak senonoh . haha . like sort of bad boy lahhh . haha . tapi , tapi bukan bad boy yang tak educated asyik pukul orang je kerja . haha . so oleh kerana buat masa ini saya tengah kebosanan buat kerja . marilah berangan tentang ciri-ciri lelaki idaman . :)

1. someone who respects the elder especially my parents .
-oh ini yang paling-paling utama sekali kena ada . i mean i was raised in a very close family so for me my family is everything . makanya my future partner nanti harus dan wajib untuk respect my family especially my Ma & Abah . Abah especially paling tak suka kalau lelaki nak bawak keluar anak perempuan dia lepas tu main angkut gitu je tak jumpa apa . tapi jangan nanti masa nak mengorat je baik-baik depan org tua tapi lepas tu macam haram . memang aku kakikan kau nanti . *okay buruk perangai* haha .

2. someone who can lead my prayer .
-kalau dah namanya nak imamkan aku , haruslah kau pun sembahyang kan . somehow i'm quite particular about this one . takde lah nak kata diri sendiri ni baik sangat kan . tapi kalau dah sedar diri tak berapa nak baik lah kena carik partner yang boleh bawak pergi ke arah tu . and setakat ni , kalau dah jumpa a guy yang almost fulfill my ideal type , mesti part yang ni kantoi . haishhh . camne nak settle ???

3. someone who can protect me with his own fist .

-homaigod . ini adalah total hotness okayyy kalau hebat bertumbuk . haha . *told ya my taste is weird* . kalau dulu lagi lah . pernah berangan nak jadi bini mafia okayyy . siap berangan-angan dengan ieka , alin & sariy lagi . naik kereta tinted lepas tu keluar kereta masing2 bawak kayu baseball . perghhh . smart lah siotttt . hehe . tapi tak seronok lah jadi bini mafia . nanti orang carik pasal dengan laki aku , aku yang kena . haha . so kita carik yang pandai bertumbuk je lah ye . yang boleh protect the one he loves with his own fist . :D

4. someone who looks freaking hot while smoking .

- okay i know smoking is bad . for him and also people around . but i just cannot help it seeing guys who smokes and look freaking hot while doing it . the reason kenapa saya jatuh cinta sangat-sangat dekat encik yang sangat hot apabila sedang merokok is obviously because he looks so freaking hot while smoking . and he still does . :) buttt , you have to limit lah . takde lah 24/7 kau nak berasap je depan muka aku . sekotak tahan dua hari agak-agak boleh tak ? haha . taknak lah sebab nak nampak hot lepas tu aku jadi janda cepat . oh no . >_<

5. someone who can play the guitar and sing .

- ini plus2 point . agak-agak kalau suara soothing macam Reza Salleh adalah sangat-sangat mencairkan . memang tiap2 hari suruh serenade . haha . siot demand habis . :D somehow i always find that a guy who can play the guitar and sing well have his own charm . kadang-kadang tu muka takde lah kacak sangat tapi sebab dia ada charm tu , terus je rasa dia hottt . haha .

6. someone who does sports especially rugby .

- this is another plus2 point . somehow i prefer a guy playing rugby daripada main bola sepak . mungkin sebab i've been exposed more towards rugby game daripada bola sepak kot . and plus i think those yang main rugby lagi tough dari game2 lain . mana nak dapat tengah-tengah game keluar padang sebab kaki patah bagai . haha . and i have a guy friend dulu yang main rugby . dahi luka sebab kena pijak dengan boot . keluar padang , siram luka dengan air , balut kepala lepas tu masuk main balik . sungguh macho okay perlakuan itu . hahaha . bola sepak ? kena tackle sikit , terus guling2 terbalik2 lepas tu keluar padang . tak macho sungguh . *heee . tiba2 emo pulak* :P

i think that's all for now kot . sebab seriously kalau nak list semua memang lah berjela-jela . haha . sampai sekarang i can never find the complete set of this 6 criteria . kalau ada pun mesti lack one or two things lah . especially yang #2 tu . payah bebeno nak carik zaman-zaman ni . tapi kalau dapat yang #1 & #2 tu pun dah cukup bertuah . heee . so my future partner , sila make sure awak check #1 & #2 tu yang paling penting okay . and please find me fast . haha . ♥ ♥ ♥

summary

2011-03-24T02:08:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since i last wrote anything in here . banyak benda yang jadi . cuma mood je yang takde nak menulis . it's currently 1.55a.m. at the moment . and i am still wide awake . sejak seminggu dua ni time tidur memang dah totally terbalik . selalunya dah subuh baru reti nak tidur . lepas tu pukul 12 baru reti nak bangun . >_< kena pulak kalau kelas pagi . memang tersugil-sugil nak bukak mata . haish . ni pun esok kelas pukul 8.30 . tapi tak boleh nak tidur . so it's either tak tidur langsung or terlajak bangun lambat pergi kelas esok . -_-"
this Friday is my bonda's birthday . :) still tak de idea nak belikan hadiah apa . and this Friday jugak ada pre submission for final project . my progress ? 50% . haram . takde mood gila dua tiga hari ni . penat dah asyik menghadap benda sama je . haishhh . takpe wanniey . sebulan je lagi . anyway , i was thinking on going back home on Friday after submission . tapi tadi baru dapat tahu that i got the quota pengetua for my hostel next semester . and this Saturday kena pilih the room and roommate . so makanya terpaksa lah balik lepas semua tu dah settle . nasib baik on Monday , lecturer studio macam takde . jawabnya memang balik Skudai on Monday evening lah . heeee . tak sabar nak balik . rindu semua . and Alany bulat comel pun balik . bertambah-tambah tak sabar . heeeee . :)
oh daymn . it's already 2a.m. i promised myself that i'll start with my works at 2 a.m. so i better be signing off for now . will write more once i have the time and interesting stuff to share . bye for now . :)

wake me up when March ends

2011-03-11T15:38:00.001+08:00

CikBoy called . saying that he's currently in Johor and asking me whether i wanna go back home or not . definitely not the right time to call . i've tons of works to finish . plus i've already used my going-back-home quota for March . makanya terpaksa lah bertabah hati for the next three weeks . you can do it , Wanniey ! :')

15 - 20 years ago ...

2011-03-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

this was the 'in' thing .

look at what i found at the mini mart just now . haha . gila old skool lah siot . :D and i ended up buying them just to see what's inside . :D

and there you have it . the assemble-it-yourself racing car and a bomber man . :) you can shot the bomb with the bomber man okayyy . haha . i'm so gonna buy another one if i'm going to that shop again . :B

alone i break

2011-03-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

architecture is literally killing me at this moment .
emotionally , mentally & physically .

*not in the mood to write anything :(

all messed up

2011-03-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

only half an hour of sleep since yesterday and my head is starting to get dizzy . i'm done with my grading session which literally kills me to prepare for it . but this morning was fun . we had early breakfast behind Tmn U's pasar . me, Ieka, D, Husna & Wan . the nasi lemak is seriously delicious but it's kinda messing up with my tummy at the moment . >_<
anyway , Dr.Tareef said those who've finished with the grading session are free to go . :) so i'm definitely going back by Friday prayer . heeee . i cannot wait lorh . Alany is probably already at home . padahal baru 2 weeks tak jumpa . :D
life is so messed up right now . i barely even sleep at night . my biological clock is in such a mess . and we have only another month before the final submission . die , wanniey die . -_-"

to my darling with love

2011-03-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

the name is Maisarah Halim . she's been my dearest darling bestfriend for the past 9 years . i've known her since she was just the ordinary girl next door and now she's turning into a super gorgeous fashionista . and today , she's turning twenty two . the age me and Munie turned to a couple of weeks ago . and just like Munie said , it's a good thing that our birthdays are just a fortnight gap between each other . so we don't actually feel old by ourselves . haha . so my darling Mye , i'm not that good with singing and you heard how sucked i was last night , and i've no fancy gifts for you so there's just one thing i think i'm good at which is with words . so here goes my little thoughts especially for your 22th birthday . :)

she's the sun during the winter
keeping you warm through the cold weather
her smile melts the heart of the people around her
her silliness makes you burst into laughter
for the things that we've been through together
she my bestest friend now and forever
happy 22nd birthday my dear.

may god bless you in whatever you do my dear . may you have a blissful year ahead . i'm praying that everything will turn out wonderful with that particular someone . and may you have all the things that you wish for . i love you to death . :)

tak tahu nak letak tajuk apa

2011-02-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

i kinda tried this style about few weeks ago . just experimenting with the new selendang ieka bought me . i found this picture and decided to give it a try for tomorrow . but the problem is that i kind of forget on how to wear it . so cacat . but then maybe i'll just do my try & error session tomorrow . heee . wish me luck ya'll . :D

i am not a robot

2011-02-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

so earlier around 5 a.m. i decided to take a short nap at the studio while waiting for Subuh . despite the fact that i'm lying there on the hard cold rubber mat , i somehow managed to get myself comfortable . ika's cushion on my head , my checkered pashmina wrapping around my body , my thick socks to keep my feet warm and D's sweater acting as my blanket . at first i was having trouble to shut my eyes . the rubber mat was freezing cold and killing my back . but somehow at one point , i dozed off to dream land feeling warm and comfy . and to my surprise , the moment i opened my eyes it was already so freaking bright outside . i looked at my watch and it was already 9.15a.m.! and i was all alone at the studio . -___-" i was like wth man ...

it was so scary and embarrassing at the same time . i mean , what if someone came and saw me lying there . who knows if i might have been snoring or drooling or all those inappropriate things you do while you're asleep . >___< so i quickly went to the ladies , freshen up my face before heading back to my room . and then i thought i wanna go straight back to studio after i've cleaned up myself and all . but then after i bathed , i ended up sleeping again until 1 just now . i guess my body is starting to get messed up again . shutting down whenever it feels like doing so . not good , not good . oh , when i told Mah about what happened just now , she was worried and asked me to tell anyone before sleeping at the studio . just to avoid anything scary from happening . *if you get what i mean*

the oh-my-god-it's-already-9-a.m. look .

evil deeds

2011-02-26T03:31:00.000+08:00

i'm not proud of what i did . but at least now i know the truth . maybe you are never meant for me , mr.super freaking hot smoking guy. :(

makan hati

2011-02-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

me : aku tak suka hati but in my case , sepatutnya aku kena makan hati banyak .
ieka : sebab kau emo ?
me : -____-"

apabila mood kami tiada untuk mendesign

2011-02-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

this is what happened at 1 a.m. at the studio when you're brain is not functioning well and when you just feel like going back to your room and sleep like nobody's business . :)

i love u guys to death . :)

pengsan

2011-02-24T03:03:00.001+08:00

this is total hotness . serious rasa nak pengsan tgk this picture . haha . *okay drama gila* but seriously . hot sangat . the hair , the dress-up and most importantly the cigarette . ♥ ♥ ♥

*kinda remind me a lot of him*

Tired

2011-02-24T01:41:00.001+08:00

Hold my hand

While you cut me down

It'd only just begun

But now it's over now

And you're in the heat of moments

With your heart playing up cold

I'm between the middle

Watching hastiness unfold

On my eyes

You were smiling in the spotlight

Dancing with the night

The night fell off your mind

I'm tired of trying

Your teasing ain't enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i don't get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i don't get nothing back

Boy i'm tired

Where'd you go

When you stay behind

I looked up and inside down

And outside only to find

A double taking punching hard

And laughing at my smile

I get closer

You obviously prefer her

I'm tired of trying

Your teasing ain't enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i don't get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i don't get nothing back

Boy i'm tired of trying

Your teasing ain't enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i don't get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i don't get nothing back

Boy i'm tired

I should have known

Never mind

Said your open arms

I couldn't help believe

The trick me back into them

Even though i'm tired of trying

Your teasing ain't enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i don't get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i don't get nothing back

Boy i'm tired of trying

Your teasing ain't enough

Fed up of biding your time

When i don't get nothing back

And for and for and for

When i don't get nothing back

Boy i'm tired

*somehow this song really suits my situation at the moment . -__-"

anak abah

2011-02-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

i don't know why but i seriously almost got into tears the moment i saw this pic . :')

rasa macam baru je lagi abg picked me up from klcc and tell the news that dia nak engaged with kak aifa . and now he is a proud father of Alany Zulfa . :')

perfect match

2011-02-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

hoi mana nak dapat encik yg sangat hot apabila merokok , sangat hot di padang rugby dan sangat hot di atas stage menyanyi . gila perfect combination lah siot .

and i did actually sent him a message yesterday and he replied to it . :D

another 22 post

2011-02-18T03:20:00.000+08:00

i'm turning 22 y'all . :)

22

2011-02-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

perempuan psiko emo di hari jadi sebab encik yang sangat hot apabila merokok tak wish dia lagi . hahaha .

8 + 1 :)

2011-02-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

after genap 40weeks , akhirnya keluar jugak si kecik Alani comel . pukul 10.52 pagi tadi . so comel & so cannot wait to go meet her . :) congrats Abang & Kak Noni .

borderline

2011-02-17T16:05:00.000+08:00

was searching for the article for English class . and i stumbled upon a personality disorder test . decided to take it sbb i was searching for the Borderline Personality Disorder . and guess what ? i score very high for the Borderline disorder . -___-"

"Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met."

jangan bagitahu siapa-siapa 2

2011-02-16T03:24:00.000+08:00

encik yg hot apabila sedang merokok , kenapa lah saya dah jatuh guling2 balik dekat awak ni ? haishhh . jangan hot sangat boleh tak ? :D

*dah lama tak rasa macam ni . haha .

to ER with love

2011-02-10T02:25:00.000+08:00

we first talk to each other because of a mutual friend . and since then we started to hang out together . I like her style , her drama queen expression that you cannot get anywhere else , her blunt but very logic advice . things got complicated between us then . not talking to each other for quite some times . but then we managed to get along again . and how I regret all those wasted moments .

it seems just like a few days ago that she was sending me to Wangsa Maju to print out the paperwork for GOP . and all the way in the car she was telling about the planning of her study in Aussie . how her parents have arranged everything and stuff . and now , it’s just a few more days left before she’s really gone to Aussie . we didn’t see each other much for the past few months . but tonight was just memorable . how I nearly cry the moment she cried after we gave her the present . and how I again almost got into tears hugging her before we went back .

so my dearest Elisya Shazana Ramli . I just wanna say for all the good and the bad times that we’ve been through , I’m deeply sorry for any mistakes that occurred and how I really treasure our friendship together . take good care of yourself there and do not ever forget about us here ok ? :’)

Lots of love,

wny

a week of blissfulness

2011-02-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

i must say that i had fun for my short one week holiday . :)
had a date with my childhood friend on Saturday . it was great seeing him . but i just cannot accept the fact that he kept kenakan me around my sisters . bongok . and then my siblings and maksu satu family balik seremban . too bad Opiq wasn't around . later that night , we had dinner dekat this new Arabian restaurant . it was okay lah . janji i got my barbican . ngeee .
on Sunday , followed Ma & Abah to kenduri . one in Seremban and another one in Serdang . told ya i was a hardcore kenduri-goer . ngahaha . later that evening , me , Angah & kak Noni went out for some girl time . haha . kitorang pergi basuh rambut dekat saloon . seronok . sebab dah lama tak pergi . :D
for Monday till Wednesday , i don't do much . duduk rumah kemas rumah je . hiii . was supposed to go out with my two darlings , Mye & Munie but ada je benda yg kept us from seeing each other . T___T . oh and Adik & Ojan upgraded the cats' cage from one storey to two storeys with two mezzanine floors . ahah .
as for Thursday , mummy was home so we had nice food for lunch . ahah . kak Shima came over . lama tak jumpa Aluq . comel gila . :) and then around 6 we made a move to abang's house . angah asked me to drive and it was one hell of a journey . dengan jammed nya . kereta banyaknya . Opiq yang macam instructor JPJ . dengan hujan selebat-lebatnya dekat Sg.Besi . gila . Alhamdulillah we made it safely to Desa Pandan . tapi so depressing sebab kedai char kuey teow tutup . itu lah tujuan sebenarnya pergi sana . :( but then again we had steamboat dekat rumah abang . so okay lah . heee .
had the ultimate fun on Friday . weeee . we had bowling tournament for Abah's family . seronok gila kottt . there's 24 of us who's taking part . and we played four games . masuk game ketiga , serious dah sakit badan . huhu . anddd guess what ? i got the lowest point and yet i won the same hamper as the winners . haha . semua bengang je sbb ada hadiah for the lowest point . ngeee . then later that night , maksu buat makan-makan for Alisya , Ain , Eika , Rauf and my birthdays . :) and that spells syurga makanan . :D we had spaghetti , bihun soto , mee goreng mamak , cupcakes , egg tarts , blueberry tarts , chocolate indulgence and muffins . serious semua bloated gila that night . ahah .
oh on Saturday it was actually not a blissful day for me . :( i was so excited to follow Ma & Abah to kenduri in Bangi . dah siap gosok baju semua dah . but then again i was down with period cramp . benci gila . i ended up sleeping the whole evening . then later that night , teman Bibah to go buy stuff at Pacific . and i met with my high school friend yg dah bertahun tak jumpa . :)
went back to Skudai on Sunday morning with Kak Shima . Kobat dapat posting dekat Ulu Tiram that's why kak Shima pergi JB nak hantar dia . then lepas dah sampai UTM , keluar balik to Jusco with Alin, Sofiah & Min . had our late lunch and beli barang. and that's all for my whole week of not doing any works . :D * all thanks to my studio master yang tak bagi kerja masa cuti * :D

random awesome

2011-02-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

bukak2 je facebook perasan Sariy tagged gambar ni . sengal betul . -___-"

on a different note ; am praying hard for KakLia & other Malaysian's safety in Egypt .

i am blessed with ...

2011-01-26T01:44:00.001+08:00

the most super cool , super rajin , super awesome dad in the world ...

a superwoman mummy that cooks the most delicious food ever ...

a super sengal big brother that spoils me sometimes ...

a super loving gorgeous sister-in-law ...

a big sister that spoils me always ...

another big sister that always makes everyone laugh ...

and the little brother that is wayyy taller than me .

my world is perfect . enough said .

senyum lebar

2011-01-25T14:04:00.000+08:00

currently in Alin's room . curik P1 dia . hehe . anyway , had our submission for sketch project yesterday . Alhamdulillah i think it went well . the funny thing was , we were given 5 minutes each to present about the idea and stuff . and i think i just present for like 3 minutes je . haha . thank god dr.tareef didn't ask much and somehow i think i managed to tackle all six issues that he brought up . :)
and i forgot to mention that i was voted as the secretary for the MiniArchileague event . -__-" muka gua ni memang muka secretary kah ?? *probably i should put that in my resume* haha . so being the secretary means PAPERWORK ! buttt , this is just a small event so probably it won't be crazy like the GOP's paperwork . fuuhhh .

it's Tuesday ; which means that just another 3 days left before going back home . weeeee . tak sabar . :)

a little update

2011-01-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

hello people . :) been a while since i last update about my life here . been kinda busy doing non-productive things . ahah . anyway , i was down with fever last week . lama dah tak demam panas macam tu . sampai sakit-sakit badan semua . dah lah i have presentation on Friday . ikutkan hati , nak je ambik mc . tapi ku gagahkan jua ke studio dengan badan yang panas & sengal2 . huhu . and then later that Friday evening Alin ajak balik rumah . apa lagi . terus call mak bagitau demam & nak balik rumah . :) heee . and seriously , i think this time i'm literally homesick . sebabnya , the next day lepas dah balik rumah tu terus je sihat . haha . but right now , tengah sakit tekak & batuk2 pulak . -__-" lepas satu , satu .
well , sekarang ni tengah busy nak submission for sketch project . this semester , my workbase design housing complex for elderly people . so , there's not much yang boleh experiment . like design tak boleh nak menggila sangat lah . mampus orang-orang tua tu nak naik tangga berliku-liku tiba-tiba . haha . okay dah mengarut . actually , i don't really have the mood to update pun . huuuu . tak sabar nak tunggu this time , next week . cuti ! yayy . okay dah that's all for now . bye ! :)

terang - gelap

2011-01-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

lebih kurang pukul 9 tadi tiba-tiba blackout . haram j betul .
nasib baik Ainul dah balik bilik .
lepas tu dua-dua tak tahan nak pergi toilet .
tapi takut punya pasal tamau pergi .
then tiba-tiba terang .
makanya kami berdua pun berlari-lari lah ke toilet .
balik je bilik , padam balik . -__-"
then duduk je lah diam-diam .
lepas tu terang balik .
kitorang dua pun terus lari pergi toilet balik .
cuci muka & ambik air sembahyang .
elok je habis ambik air sembahyang , terus blackout lagi .
nasib baik dah ambik langkah berjaga-jaga bawak handphone .
lepas tu sembahyang lah dalam gelap .
dah rakaat terakhir , eh2 , terang balik .
then cakap kat Ainul , baik kita bergerak pantas sblm dia padam balik .
terus je kemas katil & pakai krim muka semua .
dan-dan habis tu , terus gelap .
dua-dua bantai gelak sebab mulut masin .
dah baring-baring nak tidur , terang lagi .
ended up , tak jadi nak tidur .
kalau dia padam lagi lepas ni , taktau lah nak cakap apa .
-___-"

demikian lah rentetan hidup kami sepanjang dua jam yang lalu . haha .

blue !

2011-01-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

i've always been a loyal Maxis user since high school . daripada prepaid sampai lah tukar ke postpaid . but one thing I don't really like about Maxis was all that hidden charges and different rate for calls , sms , bla .. bla ... and I was sharing the line with Abang , Kak Aifa and her mom . so the thing was , when one of us didn't pay our bills and it already hit the credit limit , all four of us will be barred . so kiranya even if you pay yours on time , tapi orang lain tak bayar , your number pun kena barred jugak . -__-"

and around November last year , Abang decided to change all of our line to Celcom . at first I was hesitating thinking that most of my friends are using Maxis . but then when Abang told me about the Celcom Exec plan , I promptly agreed . why ? because one thing , the package offered a flat rate for every call . it doesn't matter if you're calling a Celcom , Maxis or Digi number , you'll still be charge 15sen/min . the sms is a bit pricey though compared to the other network . and one more thing that makes all of us happy is that even though we're sharing the line , but our bills will be charge separately . if dgn Maxis dulu , when you check your bills using *122# , dia bagitau the total amount for all numbers . but with Celcom ni , dia will just bagitau your own bill . so you can check your own usage instead of everyone's . and kalau kena barred pun , sorang-sorang je yang kena . yayy to that . :D

so far , I'm loving it . i mean , for the first two months after changing to Celcom , my total bill tak sampai rm50 pun . macam terkejut gila masa check . because my average monthly bill when using Maxis was like rm60-70 . and another thing that I ♥ about Celcom Exec , is that they offered this Broadband package . because my college does not have wireless connection and I forgot to take Angah's broadband , so I'm having trouble to surf internet in my room . then I found the Broadband option in *118# and decided to give it a try . it costs rm5 daily and rm18 weekly . for the first time , I chose the weekly subscription . and after exploring my phone , I found the way to turn it into a modem and plugged it to my laptop . eventhough the connection is only 10.0Mps , but to do my research and berfacebooking , it's doing a great job . :) (and seriously lagi laju dpd broadband Maxis Ieka) ngeeee . so mari lah bertukar kepada Celcom . hahaha .

drop dead

2011-01-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

i've to get at least 3.8 for the next five semester to graduate with first class degree .

*pengsan*

work for free

2011-01-10T11:36:00.000+08:00

wah . tengah pening kepala nak fikir buat praktikal dekat mana . i already called three firms . satu suruh call balik sebab the person in charge was not around . another one suruh submit resume ? and satu lagi pulak suruh submit form practical training . masalahnya i know nothing about the procedures . the other day masa Dr.Wan Zakri bagi brief pun mcm blur gila . haishhhh . malasnya lah hai . tapi kalau dapat dekat ArchNS pun macam menarik . dekat gila kot dengan rumah . tapi tu lah . have to submit the form bagai semua . buttt , kalau buat dekat KL pun macam seronok jugak . tapi fikir-fikir balik , rumah lagi best kot . haha . so , we'll just wait and see dekat mana kita dapat nnt . :D

♥

sad but true

2011-01-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

Okay dah lama tak mengarut panjang-panjang . So today I’m gonna tell about my experience with driving and cars . :D well , I got my license when I was 18 . at first , Mak promised that I can get my license only if I get straight As in SPM . malangnya , I lacked 3As from my target but Mak tetap register me to get my license . J so , the first day belajar tu was the first time ever I step on the paddle . I mean , like some people , they’ll dah illegally belajar sendiri semua but that was seriously my first time behind the wheel . so setelah berminggu-minggu belajar bersama instructor yang kuat membebel dalam bahasa ibunda kami , I took the JPJ test and passed with flying colors . heeee . so , right after I got my P , trust me people , I only drive once before I continue my study in KL . itu pun daripada simpang jalan besar nak head to our housing area . adelah dalam 1km . -__-“ sedih bukan ? huuuu . ni semuanya sebab Abah didn’t trust me to drive . sebab saya ni kecik comel sangat sampai abah kata , kaki tak sampai nak tekan minyak . T____T

Anywaysss , masa 2^nd year in diploma , we have to stay off campus . so , me and the other girls , we rent an apartment in Gurney Heights . it’s like 5 minutes drive to our campus . and then Lisya got a car but she didn’t have her license at that time . so saya pun secara tak langsungnya had to drive the car . driving in KL was so not awesome . the traffic was insane , the drivers were insane , hon sana , hon sini . oh , but one funny thing about driving in KL yang I still remember until now was the night I got pulled over . :D it was actually around 2 a.m. that night . me and the rest of the girls were on our way back from the printing shop . so masa jalan dari Melawati heading to Setiawangsa tu , there’s one roadblock tiba-tiba . time tu I was like , ‘oh shoot . mesti dia nak pull over’ . because bayangkan lah , as mention earlier , saya ni kecik comel , lepas tu bawak pulak Kia Sportage yang boleh tahan gedabak , mestilah pakcik polis tu ingat saya sneaked out and bawak lari my parents’ car whatsoever . and I was right , masa dia tahan tu , dia terus bagi sign to pull over . then dia mintak license and ic semua . lepas tu ika dah gelak2 sebab pakcik tu ingat I drive illegally . then lepas dah clear semua , we were laughing all the way back home . haha .

And then , sometime in late 2009 , after abang got married . dia dgn kak aifa nak pergi langkawi for their pre-honeymoon . lepas tu , pagi tu I followed then from Seremban sebab I’ve class lepas tu diorang pulak nak balik rumah Desa Pandan dulu before pergi KLIA . and on the way tu , I was asking , nnt balik siapa nak ambik dekat KLIA . lepas tu abang kata lah my sister Angah . lepas tu mulut gatal ni pulak pergi tanya , then kereta dah dekat Pandan , macam mana diorang nak balik dari Seremban . and he was like , kau drive lah kereta ni balik Seremban petang ni . hambek kauuu . dah lah kereta dia manual . and it’s been ages since I last drive a manual car . lepas tu terus gelabah siput . then abang berhenti dekat depan campus , and suruh I drive pergi Desa Pandan . subhanallah time tu . seriously on the way there , ada lah almost 10 kali mati enjin kot . cuak gilaaa . dah lah pagi-pagi . and the traffic heading to Desa Pandan tu kena redah jalan Ampang yang busy nak mati tu . berapa kali kena hon time tu . dengan abang yang macam instructor jpj bebel2 . serious rasa nak nangis . huhu . then , lepas selamat sampai rumah abang , I had to drive back alone to my campus . time tu takyah cakap lah . dekat traffic light je dekat 3 kali mati enjin sebab tak dapat nak balance minyak dengan clutch . it’s not my fault okay . dah kereta dia macam kereta racing . L hoho . so after I’m done with the class , terus je nak cabut lari balik . sebab it’s almost lunch hour and I don’t wanna get stucked in tun razak’s traffic . mujur lah time tu , macam sekejap je tersengguk-sengguk dekat tun razak . then terus je memecut dengan bahagia to sg.besi . tapi lepas tu teringat pesan abang that jangan laju-laju sebab I’m not used to that car . so maintained 120 je lah . and funny thing was , I was staying dekat lane tengah . lepas bawak macam biasa je lah . sekali bila pandang side mirror , I noticed this one satria asyik duk cucuk-cucuk konon-konon nak ajak racing . *ni semua gara-gara bunyi kereta abang yang memekak* -___-“ kalau diikutkan hati , nak aje pecut tinggalkan dia . tp tu lah , teringat pesanan abang makanya buat bodoh je lah . haha . so I safely reached in Seremban and I managed to surprised Angah and Abah . haha . and I got abang’s trust to drive his car sebab lepas tu , there’s one time , he pulled over and asked me to replace him sebab dia kata dia mengantuk . tapi last-last dia tak tidur pun sebab he was scared by the way I drive . heeeee .

and recently , Angah bought a Viva , an auto one so that I’ll be able to drive her car . and dah berapa kali dah saya dengan berjayanya merempit di highway. Malangnya , walaupun telah mendapat kepercayaan abang & angah , I still didn’t get the permission from abah to drive . T____T, abah bagi alasan lesen saya lesen highway . L oh and then , masa cuti haritu , konon-kononnya yang masa pergi tengok Kak Limah tu , nak drive sendiri . dah beriya-iya dah suruh Angah tinggalkan Viva . sekali petang tu hujan lebat pula . apa lagi , buat muka kesian lah dekat Abah mintak tolong hantarkan . haha . okay fine , saya tak berani drive masa hujan . T___T abah pun muka gembira je sebabnya sebelum tu lagi dia macam dah doubt nak bagi I drive myself . cisss . lepas tu haritu masa berangan-angan nak drive Q7 dengan Murano pun dia dah pandang sinis . nak kata kaki gua pendek lah tu . T____T dah lah . emosi kejap . bye !

p/s : mak kata saya sakai sebab drive kaki ayam . -___-“